Of Girls, hurt and emoness.

Well, I fetched this girl home the other day. She was a cool girl. She talks alot, and I think I kinda like her personality and attitude. Hmmph, I think I didn't judge her wrong, she seems like the girl I thought she would be, but a little more. This wonderful, chirpy girl has somewhat captured my heart in some way, that I couldn't resist messaging her right after I dropped her to pick up her car. Her name was Yi Jing. Well, its never wrong to make another good friend, and like she said, we clicked well together like bffs. Ah, a new term that I've learned recently lol. Best Friends Forever. Heh. She's a nice girl, and I really look forward to clubbing with her. I wonder what she'll be like. She looks pretty playful to me, and I hope I'm not being proven wrong.

Quite alot of stuff happened this weekend. I clubbed on saturday night at cocobanana with the usual bunch again. Haha, for the first time, this club, is infested with 'bak kut teh' and 'seafood'. My gawd. First there's this bunch of idiots who're making a fools of themselves.

You know, Veen, I really think its about time for you to settle down and appreciate him. Be less playful. Eventhough I think that you wouldn't listen to this or anything like it but... I don't know. Hmmph. Well its really up to you to decide your own life. I saw your pictures with him and your vacation. Sometimes I think, that I'm neutral with you, that I don't have feelings anymore, but things are tough to get away with after being together for so long. I might seem normal infront of you, but sometimes, I do get jealous and abit hurt looking at your pictures. But of course, I know I have to stay strong and pull myself through this. Anyway, I do hope that you both will work things out, and all the best. You may not read this, you may. Who knows?

Then today I went out with Steph and Amy. Ahhh... LoL, nowhere weird, just grocery shopping and dinner. I found out that, this clubbing queen, is also junk food queen. I wonder how she keeps a body of that shape with the amount of chocs, sweets and junks. Haha, but then, listening to her talk about the other two guys that they met in clubs last friday, I now think that... Guys at this age are pretty immatured. Hmmph. Chinese school guys, english school guys, they differ in thoughts, maturity and even their perceptions. It doesn't only apply to guys, even girls. Its obvious, on how to differentiate a chinese educated person from an english educated soul. Back to Amy, she was complaining about these two guys who were annoying here, as they talk a little too much. Hmmmph, I do know about such things, even though this is the first time I see people who talk too much, and they don't even think before they talk.

I got quite taken aback, rather than pissed off when these guys said to me: Its not that I don't trust you, its just that these are normal procedures. Hello babies? What are you talking about? Normal procedures? You don't even know who am I, and they barely even know you. Well, I guess I can keep my patience for such things.

Pretty tired lately. Stressed up with statistics... Proposal, Presentation. What else are they gonna throw to us? I wonder. Screw B-pharm. Screwww B-pharm but oh well, I'm in sem 7, and there's only a year left. Wish me all the best.

Emoness and Chillingz

It haven't been a good day, eventhough the night drinking session was good. Veen, I don't really know how you get yourself into such trouble. You called me today, and in your sobbing voice you tell me your concerns. What can I do for you, really? Who am I in this life of yours. I know, as a friend, I've always tried my best to help and advise you, but, this is abit different from other situations. Its about you and your relationship. If you really think that he's not the one for you, in my little heart says, leave him and start all over again. But I really couldn't bear to tell you that straight forward, cos in my heart, I know you're trying your best to make this work. But yet, I really don't understand. Why bother forcing yourself into something that you wouldn't be happy of. You complained, that he's a good friend, but he's over-controlling and over-protective. He restricts you from your freedom, and who has the right to do so, when the Lord himself gives you the freedom to do anything you wanted? Freewill. remember? He's actually quite fucked up, but yet I don't think you're seeing it the way I'm looking at it. I really don't know what else to tell you Veen. You've been a dear to me, but yet I'm helpless when you need me.

Enough about the emoness. I went for a drink tonight, again, with Kenneth. There was only two of us, and urm, some friends. His friendster friends. Of course I did get to know them abit later on, and we talked and played games, but the most important thing is that, we talked about lots of stuff. About ladies, work, studies, friends, and I do realise that we're not quite different from each other, except some of our perspectives, and a little bit on the way we think. I really would appreciate a friend like you. And Redd, you have been guilty tonight. Charged with FFKness. Lawl.

I wouldn't be writing much tonight. Pretty sleepy, but Veen, I hope you'll pull yourself through this stuff soon. I'll try my best to be there for you whenever you need me, and if you really do need help, tell me. It may be a little too late the day you read this blog, and you may be surprised, but I'll tell you abit it someday later, I think, when I'm ready to show you. But I do know, that you'll call whenever you need me to be at your side, and you can count on me. It applies to everyone, not only you, cos I know, I would try my best to help anyone who's in trouble. I'm sure someone else will return the favour when I'm in trouble myself. God Bless.

Emo, Club, and the end of hols.

Damn, it sure has been a pretty long night... Very very long night. Another night spent in club... I drank freaking alot tonight. Came outta the club tipsy, very tipsy. If any of you happen to realise, girls nowadays... They're getting wilder and hotter, but yet, some of them are just pure arrogant. Not as a way of showing off, but as a way of showing you the way out. Sad, right? But oh well, I'm sure that someday will come. But damn... I missed out on someone else. Huhu... Why do girls like Maison so much I wonder. C'mon ladies, the dance floor sucks... errr, for guys? But then still, when you have a company or scores of friends there, it doesn't really matter right.

Always, as people would say, a friend in deed is a friend in need. At times when I was drunk, which does not happen often, and I would say it has only happened twice or 3 times till today, since I set foot on earth, friends would always be there to cover for me, take care of me, and make sure that I reach home safely. I guess everyone should return such favours right. Boon got pretty drunk tonight lol. I don't really know why, but he seems to be troubled with his girlfriend's stuff. Dude, I hope you both will work out allright. But of course, you can't be getting away with this without a proper introduction of her to your good friend, and, hmmph... Introduce some of her friends too lol !

I just got home, and I didn't sleep the whole Saturday. There goes my holidays =/ Class's gonna start tomorrow and this sucks baby. Damn... No more free gaming days, no more clubbing on weekdays, and of course, about time to get healthy. Heh. I guess I'm gonna go for squash again tomorrow. With Mikee and gang. I do really enjoy those ball hitting session with them, her especially.

Veen's coming down on thursday, and she's just confirmed it yesterday night. But... She isn't coming down alone. Too bad for me I guess. She did kinda stirr up my emotions for that moment, but oh well... Those draft games got me running along again. Sorry mates, for my carelessness in the game. It was quite foolish of me not to realise such important things in the game. I should go to bed now... Its 2 pm =.=